Tuesday May 13, 2008 15 by the 15th

Today has been a better day as far as food goes, but I have got to get my ass up and moving if I expect to actually lose any weight. So, I thought I need to set a goal. Not a 1,000lb goal, but a real, attainable, within reach, short term goal. After looking at my calendar I have decided, by June 15th I want to lose 15lbs. That is right around a month, and I think I can do it...if I get my ass into gear.

Breakfast- 2 Kashi Waffles with sugar free maple syrup.

snack- peanut butter health bar

Lunch-Roast beef sub with wheat bread, light mayo, mustard, and lettuce. and kettle cooked salt and vinegar chips.

snack- apple

dinner-salad

Thus far I have had 2 bottles of water, but my goal is to at least get two more down before I go to bed.

Monday May 12, 2008

Well today was the first day of summer semester, so I went to school. I started the day out pretty well, I had trix and non fat milk equalling out to 190 calories...but then I went to school with no food, which meant I ate at 9:30am, and then got out of class at 3:30, and had nothing to eat between, which of course caused me to be starving. I went to crazy sushi with Kristin and hard one roll of rock and role sushi, and we split a chicken and steak hibachi grill dinner. Not too bad, except I used shrimp sauce, and a lot of it. Later on that night I had a piece of garlic bread and a few slices of pork...oh yeah, and a small piece of birthday cake, which I proceeded to throw away once I realized it is too much a temptation to keep around. Hopefully tomorrow will be significantly better!

A new beginning!

Well, starting tomorrow I am going to try and get back into the game of losing weight, and oh yes, it is a game! I have been struggling with my weight pretty much all my life, and I am sick and tired of it! I lost 20 lbs in the fall, and have been able to keep it off, but I definitely have not lost any more, so I really need to tighten up, take control of my destiny, and lose this damn weight! I know this is going to be a lone and tedious journey, but it is what I truly want, and want I need to do just for myself. So wish me luck, as I go on this odyssey!